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Benazir Bhutto She Walked into the Fire
₨4,995.00She Walked into the Fire is a searing memoir of power, exile, betrayal and unyielding resolve. Written by Farhatullah Babar, a longtime speechwriter and spokesperson for Benazir Bhutto, it offers a rare, intimate and unflinching account of the woman who dared to return to a battlefield she knew was laid with mines for her.
Benazir Bhutto stood at the heart of Pakistan’s political turbulence for decades, and Babar was a silent witness to the machinations and confrontations of the deep state that shaped its fate. In this gripping narrative, he recounts not only the events he observed, but also the truths he carried—silently recording in his diaries at the time.
The memoir’s core revelation is as startling as it is consequential: in December 2001, while in exile, Benazir Bhutto entered into secret backchannel negotiations in Washington through a Pakistani- American intermediary known only as Tee. In chilling clarity, she was told in 2001 that she would not be allowed to return to Pakistan before 2007. She chose Farhatullah Babar for the behind-the-scenes negotiations and secret communications via secure channels—an assignment that revealed to him, and now for the first time to the reader, how she was prevented from returning to her country as Pakistan’s democratic future was being managed from across the oceans.
The compelling narrative chronicles the burden Bhutto—hunted by a vengeful establishment and an aggressive judiciary—bore as she navigated a treacherous political landscape during an eight-year-long exile that finally ended in 2007, as decreed. The narrative, steeped in authenticity, reveals a horror: that one’s nation was intended to be held hostage to decisions made by elements of the deep state in foreign capitals.
Yet this is not merely a political memoir focused on a single extraordinary event. It is the anatomy of a leader—and of a woman fighting not only for survival, but also for the soul of her country. Babar portrays Benazir as a stateswoman and strategist, poised even under siege. Revelations made in each vignette—and there are many— are tantalising.
This book is both testimony and indictment—a work of conscience from a man who walked beside a leader fighting for democracy from the front in a militarised state. It is an essential document for anyone seeking to understand Pakistan’s democratic struggle, the extraordinary woman who stood at its centre and how she envisaged continuing the fight.
It is also a reminder that sometimes historical revelations of immense value may come not from the loudest and powerful voices but from the most ordinary, unsuspecting and silent witnesses who happened to stand close to the most extraordinary men and women shaping history. -
DEAR MR JINNAH (Hardback)
₨5,500.00In 1947, a young boy witnessed the horrors of Partition in the Punjab as he fled with his family from marauding mobs of bloodthirsty fanatics, leaving fire and fear behind them. Many decades later, he came to be one of the most consequential figures in the history of Pakistan. From the rugged and windswept coastline of the Arabian Sea to the quiet and dark halls of Westminster, Salman Faruqui’s varied and unique career has been filled with excitement, adventure, challenges and memorable encounters. His long and devoted service to Pakistan has led him to associate with the country’s leading figures at every stage of its development and, after working closely with them, he provides a unique insight into Pakistan’s unknown history. Along the way, he came to encounter the phenomenal and the absurd, the tragedy and the victory of a life lived in service to a cause that began in his childhood and continues to this day.
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DEAR MR JINNAH (Paperback)
₨2,500.00In 1947, a young boy witnessed the horrors of Partition in the Punjab as he fled with his family from marauding mobs of bloodthirsty fanatics, leaving fire and fear behind them. Many decades later, he came to be one of the most consequential figures in the history of Pakistan. From the rugged and windswept coastline of the Arabian Sea to the quiet and dark halls of Westminster, Salman Faruqui’s varied and unique career has been filled with excitement, adventure, challenges and memorable encounters. His long and devoted service to Pakistan has led him to associate with the country’s leading figures at every stage of its development and, after working closely with them, he provides a unique insight into Pakistan’s unknown history. Along the way, he came to encounter the phenomenal and the absurd, the tragedy and the victory of a life lived in service to a cause that began in his childhood and continues to this day.
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FROM MY WOUNDED HEART WITH LOVE
₨1,650.00I experienced with my own body that it is possible to get on with life in the worst of circumstances. Those who give up cheat themselves. Beautiful moments remain. We could not both go, for our children’s sake.” Anja Caspary. For most of us, the thought of losing a partner or getting a serious illness count amongst our greatest fears. How does one continue to live on when one is hit with both such catastrophic events in one’s life? In her autobiographic book, Anja Caspary writes on how life can continue when faced with such existential losses — and how love transcends death.
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ISKANDER MIRZA -HONOUR-BOUND TO PAKISTAN IN DUTY, DESTINY AND DEATH: Pakistan’s First Elected President’s Memoirs From Exile
₨3,000.00Iskander Mirza’s Memoirs could not be published in book form earlier for various reasons and have been published now in their totality after over half a century. The Memoirs lay open the facts for academics, historians and, indeed, the people of Pakistan to judge the man who was a trusted lieutenant of Quaid-e-Azam. While in Indian Political Service, Iskander Mirza worked secretly with Jinnah (who recognized the invaluable potential in the young deputy commissioner of Peshawar) on the most challenging task of achieving Pakistan from the British. In all fairness, General Ayub Khan might not have been entirely behind what happened but sycophants were busy outdoing each other in casting aspersions on Iskander Mirza’s financial propriety, integrity and character. An atmosphere was created that structured the average Pakistani’s mindset of their first President negatively. It is hoped that this book can help change it or at least initiate a debate on the historical distortions, disinformation and withholding of important documented accounts that may not have gone down well with the government of the time.
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SEAT 1C: A Survivor’s tale of Hope, Resilience and Renewal
₨1,950.00Surviving a plane crash […] introduces incongruous thoughts you never imagined could exist in your brain. You feel horrified and devastated by the tragedy surrounding you, yet simultaneously, you also feel relieved at your survival. And despite that relief, you question why you survived. And when that survivor’s guilt gains so much as a toehold in your mind, you find yourself wracked by it. […] It becomes a constant, unrelenting struggle-finding and coming to terms with grief and joy, pain and relief, depression and a renewed will to live-all at once.
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THE EYEWITNESS: Standing in the Shadows of Pakistan’s History (Hardback)
₨4,500.00In this deeply personal and unflinchingly honest memoir, Muhammad Saeed Mehdi takes readers on a journey through the corridors of power, shedding light on the triumphs and tragedies that have shaped Pakistan’s tumultuous history. From the dramatic trial and execution of Zulfikar Ali Bhutto to the seismic political fallout of General Zia ul-Haq’s plane crash, Mehdi was not just a witness—he was there, living and working at the heart of the storm. As a civil servant thrust into pivotal moments of political upheaval, Mehdi’s life offers an insider’s view of military coups, judicial crises, nuclear milestones and the enduring struggle between democracy and dictatorship. His narrative brings to life the human stories behind national headlines: the joy of Benazir Bhutto’s return, the despair of incarceration and the quiet hope that lingers even in the darkest days. Mehdi was both a participant and spectator in history, having played a unique role as a civil servant during pivotal events. The memoir offers enough detail to intrigue without overwhelming. Its emotional and intellectual resonance will appeal to readers interested in politics, history and personal courage.
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THE EYEWITNESS: Standing in the Shadows of Pakistan’s History (Paperback)
₨1,950.00In this deeply personal and unflinchingly honest memoir, Muhammad Saeed Mehdi takes readers on a journey through the corridors of power, shedding light on the triumphs and tragedies that have shaped Pakistan’s tumultuous history. From the dramatic trial and execution of Zulfikar Ali Bhutto to the seismic political fallout of General Zia ul-Haq’s plane crash, Mehdi was not just a witness—he was there, living and working at the heart of the storm. As a civil servant thrust into pivotal moments of political upheaval, Mehdi’s life offers an insider’s view of military coups, judicial crises, nuclear milestones and the enduring struggle between democracy and dictatorship. His narrative brings to life the human stories behind national headlines: the joy of Benazir Bhutto’s return, the despair of incarceration and the quiet hope that lingers even in the darkest days. Mehdi was both a participant and spectator in history, having played a unique role as a civil servant during pivotal events. The memoir offers enough detail to intrigue without overwhelming. Its emotional and intellectual resonance will appeal to readers interested in politics, history and personal courage.
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THE FIRST CELL
₨1,995.00The First Cell is an intertwining of literature and life, science and cutting-edge cancer research, that demands a radical transformation in the way we humans understand the most tragic killer of our time. This book is a passion project, a personal story, a scientific proposal, and one of the most compelling books you’ll read. It breaks out of the standard narrative and invents a whole new one.
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THE PATH I MADE: A Memoir
₨1,995.00A torchbearer for a family uprooted by the partition of the Indian subcontinent, Professor Ahsan belongs to the first generation of women in her family to enter the professional work sphere. She describes a career based on courage, determination and single-mindedness of purpose. In her mission to uplift the standard of healthcare services in her domain, she embarked on a path which proved to be not only challenging but also oftentimes, dangerous. Dr Tasnim Ahsan provides a fascinating and fluent account of her personal and professional journey culminating in her serving as the first female Executive Director of Jinnah Postgraduate Medical Center (JPMC).
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The Zardari Presidency (2008-2023) Now It Must Be Told
₨5,995.00He was the man who defied all odds—a political survivor rising from obscurity to become Pakistan’s most enigmatic and possibly most controversial president. While many predicted the party founded by his father-in-law to factionalise if not fade away after the assassination of his wife, Benazir Bhutto, Zardari took the reins of the party at its most difficult time, united it and went on to become president of Pakistan twice. But what secrets lay behind Asif Ali Zardari’s tumultuous rule? In this explosive memoir, The Zardari Presidency: Now It Must Be Told, seasoned insider and close aide to Zardari, Farhatullah Babar, recounts the high-stakes drama, clandestine power struggles and seismic events that shaped a nation during Zardari’s presidency from 2008 to 2013.
From the corridors of the presidency to the stormy halls of Parliament, Babar offers an unparalleled view of Zardari’s battles with Pakistan’s entrenched deep state, the judiciary and even his own allies. Witness the fallout of the Memogate scandal, the shadow of Osama bin Laden’s raid and the relentless manoeuvring that kept democracy afloat in a sea of conspiracies. Learn how Zardari steered Pakistan through impossible odds, from navigating U.S. diplomacy amidst a mistrusting military to laying the groundwork for historic reforms like the 18th Constitutional Amendment.
But this is not a tale of unblemished heroism. Babar pulls no punches, exploring Zardari’s moments of pragmatism and paradox, his controversial alliances and his unyielding resolve to rewrite the rules of power. With personal anecdotes, untold stories and a front-row seat to history, this memoir doesn’t just reveal the man behind the headlines—it unveils the tectonic shifts that defined a presidency and a nation. -
WALKING A TIGHTROPE: Police, Politics and People of Pakistan
₨2,500.00What does it take to maintain integrity in a system rife with corruption? Tariq Khosa’s gripping memoir offers a rare, unfiltered look inside Pakistan’s corridors of power from a man who refused to compromise on his principles. Over four tumultuous decades, Khosa rose from a young police officer to head of the Federal Investigation Agency, facing down terrorists, crime lords, and political pressure at every turn. His unflinching account exposes the deep-rooted challenges within Pakistan’s criminal justice system while providing a masterclass in ethical leadership against seemingly insurmountable odds. This is not just another bureaucrat’s mundane recollection. Khosa’s narrative crackles with tension as he recounts high-stakes confrontations with the powerful. Walking a Tightrope goes beyond professional triumphs and setbacks. Khosa offers poignant reflections on the personal cost of his choices, the mentors who shaped him, and how he found meaning in service to his nation.